I have been thinking about it lately, and realized that it has been a long long time since I have posted. I need to just do it at some point during the day instead of trying to do it at night before I go to bed!!
I guess instead of trying to play catch up for the last month, I will just start with where I am now. I would say, I am in the pits. I am tired no matter what I do... but have still had nights of no sleep. I am achy all over and then have points of serious pain also.. Thankfully, I have had a couple bursts of energy and my house is clean and laundry is done and so I can just rest and try to deal with the pain. I have alot on my mind today. Mostly thinking of others and the emotional pain they are going through. I have always preferred physical pain to emotional. That might sound strange, but it is true. I would rather be punched than called horrible names. I have had both in my life, and I really do prefer physical. I think it is because it seems easier to get over... I guess... I don't know... but just for me... just for today. Anytime you think of something in your body that hurts, think of someone you know that is hurting in their heart and soul. And pray for them. It really does help. That is my focus today.
Thank you God for giving me a focus for my day. Thank you for reminding me how truly blessed I am. Thank you for loving me!
