I am trying to not be discouraged. I have been feeling pretty good lately, haven't had pain meds in almost a week. I am happy about that. The thing that is discouraging, is that I was only on the Antidepressants, to counter act the side effects of the pain med.. so if I am not on the pain med, hubby wants me off the AD... which is fine. I am happy to do it.. I am just worried.. what if the AD is what is making it so I don't need the pain med?! I mean.. obvious answer, is I will get back on the AD as soon as it is obvious that is what was helping. I am just enjoying the whole.. not in so much pain thing and I really don't want to go backwards... Things aren't perfect of course... I am still in some pain.. but totally manageable. It has been a long time since I have felt this good.
I am hoping that this week I can get in gear and start getting the house ready for our family that comes the beginning of July. I am hoping to have the carpets cleaned and have some painting done... and I have less than 4 weeks to get it all done. 8>) easy right? Hubby leaves tomorrow for a week. That makes things easier and harder. Easier, cause I can do things in my time without worrying about him sleeping and getting home and all that. Harder, because I am all alone. I don't like being alone. I don't like dealing with the kids alone... It always seems that there are problems when I am on my own with them. Prayerfully, this time will be different. Now it is time for me to go to sleep and get ready to get up early to take my hubby to the airport.
Thank you God for this Saturday. Thank you for time with friends and with my family. Thank you for a whole week of feeling decent. Even when the weather changed. Thank you for my hubby that is so caring for me and loves me so much and just wants to take care of me!!! Thank you for his job, even when it takes him away from me for a short time. Thank you for the weekend!!
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