Tuesday once again

Wow. What a whirlwind of a weekend! All the family got into town safely. That was fabulous. We REALLY enjoyed having them all here!!!  Erin got married! :D YAY! I am so excited for her! The wedding went well. My attitude SUCKED. Not about the wedding. I was super excited about that. My attitude toward my hubby is what was not good at all. He was trying to be helpful. I know that is what he wanted to do. But he was VERY HIGH STRUNG!! I don't know why.. I don't know if I was having attitude with him that I didn't realize, or if he was just trying to do stuff and was just stressed about helping the right way.. I don't know.. but the only time all day that I felt any stress was when he was around. It was AWFUL! I hate having the feeling of WANTING him to leave. I never want him to leave. Ever. I don't like him to go to work, I don't like him to go to the store (without me) I don't like for him to go in his office sometimes!! I just want him with me!!!  I think I am used to being the one that gets worked up and he is the one that holds it together. I wonder if that is why I was so upset by his rushing. I had decided no matter what I was going to enjoy the day and I was trying to keep my sister happy and enjoying her day. My solution to that, was he had to leave the church and go to the reception to start getting the food all set up. That was good. He and his sister and brother and their families got it all done. I stayed at the church with Erin and Josh while they did pictures. Then, when we got to the reception, I told hubby that I wanted he and I to just sit and relax and enjoy the wedding. Since his siblings were willing to keep up with the people going through the buffet. That was SO WONDERFUL! So, he and I were able to sit and relax and visit. I did apologize to him that evening. I know I shouldn't have gotten as upset as I did. I know I shouldn't have lost it on him. I know that I should have tried to talk to him more than I did.. That was all my fault. He didn't know what his strain was doing to me. I could have talked to him earlier in the day and gotten it all taken care of. That was all me. I am glad that he was willing to forgive me and move on so we were able to enjoy the rest of our weekend.
I have been taking the thyroid meds for several days now. I don't think it has been long enough for it to be making any kind of difference yet. Because the Dr. gave me the wrong kind of pain meds, I am only taking them as needed instead of taking it every day... Well, I haven't taken any in 2 days. I KNOW! It is pretty great. I do take Excedrin PM at bedtime. But that is it. I am pretty tired today, but if that is my only complaint after 2 days with no pain meds, I will take it!!
Well, all the extra family has gone home now. Life is back to "normal". I am back to just "cleaning" my house. hehe and taking care of the kids. Ethan started his college classes today. He enjoyed it alot! He is really excited about them! That makes me happy!
Thank you God for all that you have done for us this week. Thank you for fun time with family. Thank you for the addition of a new dear brother to our family. Thank you that my family made their way home from our house. Thank you for deciding to give me some days of less pain. Thank you for letting me have a break. Help me to use this time wisely. Thank you for my husband. Thank you for the blessing that he is to me. THank you for his willingness and desire to help me with all the work that I have to do. Thank you that he loves and cares for me. Thank you that he is such a wonderful Godly husband and father. Thank you for giving him the patience to stick with me when I loose my mind. Thank you for your forgiveness and thank you for him deciding once again to forgive me. Thank you for my family.