Well, after 3 days of no pain meds, I am feeling sick and in pain today. I know why. The weather has changed. It got really bad rainy and stormy. I don't know if it helps to know for sure the reason. I think I am going to try to not take meds tonight also. I think if it is the storm.. it should be past in the morning and I should be ok. So, I want to wait till tomorrow to medicate so if it is just the weather, I know it. :) plus. I think I want to know if I am turning into a baby. Over medicating. Taking it when I don't really need to because I just want no pain all the time. But that isn't reality. Especially for me. So, here is to nothing. Hopefully I will get through the night and wake up feeling decent!
Thank you God, for 3 good days!! Thank you for a break. Thank you for sending this storm during this time so I know what is what. Thank you for loving me enough to give me the rest I need. Thank you for the rain. Thank you for the storm that you have sent us. Thank you for caring about every living thing on this planet from the birds to the flowers to the people. Thank you for answers.
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